It’s been surprisingly easy to see where people’s true colours lie. Although my vision has been shrouded by my own imaginary blindfold, I can make sense of my need to have done so. Denial is an easy place to find yourself in, especially when you do not want to face the cold reality of life; Of your interactions with people and society, and what they may bring. Whether it be the highest of highs (radiant, brilliant happiness), or the lowest of lows (dark abyss of nothingness).
At the end of anything that happens, I can reflect back and see the value of that experience. There is no rhyme and no reason to why things turn out the way they do. I know that I can say, that regardless if I’ve been as honest as I can be and as courageous as I have been, I know that there is something better for me. I wish nothing more than for the here-and-now and the come-what-may situation for you, for me, to be so fantastical as to be punch-drunk in love.
“Red Red Wine” – UB40